Morning At Last

Today on Elaine Cook’s Site (Oct.2003 newsletter) I read:

Autoimmune diseases (rheumatoid arthritis) are those where the body attacks itself as if it were the enemy.  All these diseases have a spiritual root of self-hatred, self-bitterness and guilt.  All auto-immune diseases can be defeated and or prevented.

OK, that being the case, I ask the Holy Spirit to shine His light on the area of darkness in me that is allowing the RA to exist in my body.

Many times over the years I have wondered why I seem to walk alone.  I don’t have many close personal relationships and always seem to be on the edge of a group looking on.  It doesn’t seem to matter whether it is school, church or the internet.  I can interrelate with people for a while but eventually, I gravitate to the sidelines.  It really is my nature to be a cave dweller.  I’ve finally come to peace with this but wonder if that has affected me in some primal level?

Think about it.  Science has proven that water responds to words and emotions.  (Please see my Squidoo Lens on How Words Affect Our World for a graphic explanation of this.)  Since we are 70 to 80% water, the dilemma’s we muddle through have to affect us at the atomic level.  I’ll keep seeking and see where this journey takes me.